yesderday was vigg's pparty. it was actually a really fun party. there wern't alot of people there. like 23 about. a lot of her freinds from ohio, (i dont remember their names), and camile from teaxass. the seven boys that were there all agreed that they were, apealing in sight. yeah, let's put it that way.
katie sims wasn't there. i was planning on asking her out. I know she would have said no. but im telling myself that at least i'll know hwat she would have said when she ends up with someone else, i won't be kicking myself for not asking her later. so now i have to call her. meaing i have to get her cell phone number. and.. i don't know...its seems more akward asking some over the phone.
so back to the party. there was this one girl-viggy's freind. she kinda beat me up, and called me a squirt, and a shrimp. but i could tell she was just kidding. and..i don't know, again. i just never seem to be able to get the girl. getting, meaning alot of things. i don't feel like getting into it. but somehow nick ended up dancing with her at the end of the night. he always does. Real close. she just wrapped her arms around him.
am i ugly? is it my personality? or is that i am just so skiny and, "weak." like no muscle. cause i can't a lizzy,(not that i tried. barf!) if my life depended on it. and by the way, i am very strong. i've lifted weight for a year and a half. and it shows. it may not be like nolans arm. but its pretty damn defined.
this summer i gonna drink three glasses of milk a day. and lift weights everyday. (im getting a new set of wieghts for my birthday) and im going to lode up on suagr and fats and meats before bed b/c then it doesn't burn, it will settle on my bones and then ill have some skin on my bones (maya!)
then next year ill be able to get a girl like katie, or have someone at the end of the night.
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wow, max. You do realize that after you "bulk up" girls aren't gonna look at you any differently... They're just gonna be like oh... Max is a muscular jerk now? girls don't care about you're looks they just don't like you.
no girls will every like you its cause your ugly weak and katey would never go out with you even if you bulk up you still will get beat up
-paddyd
max, you defy urself half the time. saying that just because u think u have disadvantages u can beat other ppl up. u contridict urself half the time, and are a huge prick about it.
nobody likes you when u act the way you do, and i dont think you'll change at this rate
just so u don't kill meghna i want to tell this is kayla palmer. so here goes as i have said before katie will say no, and she would not appreciate the opportunity to say no. so to ask to her would show that you are self centered. girls and i am a girl so yes i do count, girls like to be respected. we are not objects, and possessions. so to ask katie would not respect her wish to have some space, and would show that you don't respect her enough to consider giving her space and not asking her out. i understand that asking her out would be an opportunity you would like to experience, while on the other hand katie would not like to experience you asking her out. so i know you wont care, that's another thing, sometimes when people say things they are trying to help you and would appreciate your consideration of their advice, and maybe applying it to your life. your physical size doesn't matter, it's more of what's inside and the size of your heart and your maturity. so if you get ANYTHING from this, i want you to know you can get more girls if you start respecting, by what you say, and how you treat them. WARNING: this is not a guarantee. but i'm pretty sure even if it doesn't get you girls it will get more friends. be confident in who you are, and if you don't who you are, listen to my advice, and change who you are.
-kayla
max. you actually hav to lift the weights. staring at them wont help. and no a new set of weights is not a new box of matches.
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