Sunday, June 24, 2007

im a prick huh?

so i a prick. im a huge jerk? right? nobody likes me half the time. thsts great. i dont even know what tp say. i mean... most of the time you are nice to me maya. and then you call me a jerk. and i've never even talked to u paddy. aparently im a jerk and a prick though.

and the i can beat you up thing? i didn't even start that. john adams did. JOhn and me were screwing around and he said: you wanna go max? and i thought he was just playing so i said yeah come on adam, and it escalated into a huge...thing where everyone was standing around me in teh locker romm and tellign me to punch jadams. what the hell am i supposed to do? i stand up for mysel;f and rarley do i start it. rarley. so u should shut the fuck up paddy. your antelope thing is shit. its a fucking sqaure with a circle around it. fine that was mean. but im not takeing it out cause im pissed.

and so what if i dont act my size. i dont act like a 5'0 shrimpy kid. i try not to apear that way.

and what makes me a jerk? i speak my mind! if something upsets me i'm going to comfont you. I probly say somethings i shouldn't, but owell, who doesn't? and i'm a jerk cause i too "dominant" pushy? im just trying to fit in. just trying to get in the conversation because i like to be icluded. i want to have freinds.

this happens so much! as soon as i start feeling, more socail. like i have freinds. like mostly everyone likes me....people turn around and tell me im a prick. tell me im a jerk and no girls will ever lke me and its not my apeerance. its just that im a huge prick in a little body. and taht everyone thinks that.

its ok though. i'll just stop bothering you guys. i'll just stay to my self. trying not to bother you guys and try to hang out with u over the summer. i'll just stay at home and play with the five year old next door. and play basketball by myself. i'll try not to prick anyone's life as much as possible. just sit alone and not be a jerk. and at school i'll just read in the mornings, not talk to anyone. i'l lleave right at 230. wont do any activities. i wont say anything unless im spoken to. i wont breath to loud either. know what? i'll just move to a difrent school i'll just start over with people who dont think im a prick. who dont think im a jerk.


bye

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

you're making yourself seem bigger by hurting other people... that;s being a jerk.
good bye.

paddyd said...

u dont even know what a prick is do you im a square with a circle around it
whats wrong with my antelope stuff

paddyd said...

square with a circle arounf it?

paddyd said...

o got my sign ur the only one who dosent think its clever

KATherine said...

well.....what if you actually go through with all of this

Anonymous said...

max max... sometimes the whole speaking your mind thing is whats bad... i dont speak my mind half the time. and honestly you do act like a 5'0 kid. just sometimes you have to suck shit up. alot of times your "big" attitude is anoying because it comes off as your trying to get other people in trouble because they cant do anything back because you are smaller. i relise that this shit isnt easy for you, but sometimes you might make it harder on your self than it has to be. but i am sure that you will figure this stuff you soon. just be patient.

maxwell said...

i dont no kathrine

maxwell said...

yeah i thin kit is stupid paddy
i showed it to some oth people and they were like: what the hellis tat? and antelpoe? i dont get it

alex! said...

max! you do act like a 5'0 shrimpy ass kid. you say how u dont like to take shit from people. well people deffinatly wont take ur shit and when they go to confront u, u act like a little pussy and curl in a ball and tell a fuckin teacher and act all innocent. so stop tryin to be the little fucking innocent kid